So my therapist told me..... well to expand my comfort... to get out of my box....
So here we go...
Trying to find something to occupy my time... During the week I don't have the kids, Anne has a lot to do. So I am going to go figure this thing out.... Something to fill my brain, something that moves my soul.
Back in the day this would be my guitar, my job... playing hockey... Whats next?
I have been trying to embrace my artistic side again. I found some great respite from the noise of life in creating things. Art.... here's the deal,
I cannot draw to save my life.
I used to love to create with my hands, large sculptures that occupy space. Sculptures that bring or block the emotions of life. I have some ideas, and I have to start to work on them to silence my brain.
He (therapist) said I should try comedy. Stand up.... something that I have always wanted to try.
Lord knows I have some fantastic material, thanks Carol (mom) and Dave (Dad).
This may be the lack of sleep talking, or maybe the silence of the fire station, maybe this would be a great way to develop a creative process... Maybe I can develop my funny bone here on a blog?
Fucking funny bone really, what the fuck is that. and who am I writing too..... I cannot spell, I don't understand punctuation and I know nothing about sentence structure....
Oh well this could be fun... It could also get kinda sick and offensive, I am going to have to change the names to protect...... yep protect.
